Subconscious visions

A blissful morning. Yesh!! Yesh!! After some weeks. No! Im not talking about something that I experienced physically. Yeah, an imaginary event that my mind experienced. Well sounds stupid doesn’t it? Well it doesn’t matter any way. What matters is how gratifying it can be. Don’t you think? Not every day we get up and have this feeling, this feeling of vivaciousness.

*Pats pats* Ouch! My forehead, snap back from the excitement one two three four … (breath)… sigh!

It wasn’t a hallucination and did I fantasize? no you little twit. It was deep and true. (Yeah Im having those long smiles where you need binoculars to see the end of it, perhaps a telescope :P).

Phase 1

White, white, and white. There were so much of it, it wasn’t clouds. (yeah im sorry its not a classic). Then there was my grave stone, three times my height. Also white. What does it mean? I don’t have a fucking clue. I went through the white. Felt as if I was travelling through endless white. Finally I saw another colour. Yeah a black dot. And then I change my direction towards it. The dot began to grow as I came close to it. Not more than a mile left. It looked more like a hole now. It was one. I wanted to stop before going through the hole wanted to observe. But no, I couldn’t. Something else was pushing me. And then I felt the hole pulling me towards it.

Phase 2

Black, black, and green. Greenish black. Sounds of screams invaded my very sensitive ears. Wished I had stopped from entering the hole. But it was totally out of control, totally out of this world. Felt as if it was an occult ocean filled with misery. A greenish black ocean. I wasn’t moving anymore. Felt as if I was shackled. Suddenly no more screams. A twittering sound of birds filled my ears. It was exquisite. A ray of light appeared. It was on me. I could see the end of it. It was another hole, but this time it was filled with colors. I reached out my hand. I was flying. I was approaching the hole. I felt as a bird. I felt free.

Phase 3

Red, yellow, green, blue, and violet. Yeah!! Rays of colors surrounded me. I looked down it was blue. I looked up it was violet. I looked left it was yellow. I looked right it was green. And what’s in front of me? Yeah! Red. I was happy, filled with joy. I don’t want to leave the place. Everything was over. I was in the right place. The place I wanted to be.

I was born innocent. And I shall die innocent. I had a dark spot in my life. And now Im trying to forget those days of misery. And my spectrum of hope. My blue nation. My yellow family. My green friends. And yes my love, red. And the fruits of my love, violet.

The arch of colors. The spectrum of my dreams. My heaven indeed.